Gar and I are still kind of...it's difficult to explain? We're talking again and 'hanging out' and going about our usual day and week routine, it seems, but... I can tell he's upset with me. He wants me to go apologize to Roy, it goes without him saying. It also goes without saying that...I really don't want to. I still feel like I really don't have a reason to apologize to him.
...but I also still feel just...awful about it.
The more I think about the things I said, the condition he's in... the brief expression on his face after I went silent. The worse I feel. The stubborn, mule-headed side of me just does not want to apologize to him, but, all the same...
I don't really know what to do at this point. Gar would probably make some sort of "Boulder is conflicted" joke if I brought this up to him.
Chances are I'll probably end up apologizing to him regardless of what I want or how I feel. That's how these things tend to go with me, went with me. ....ugh, I'm really not looking forward to it.
Gar's getting back from some Tower duty later tonight, sometime after dinner. I guess I'll get him to come with me and we'll head down and check on Dinah and Roy.
In the mean time, I've got to get back to working. Roxanne's about to give a presentation on some new upgrade to the alloy and I've got to be in the conference room with Bruce before the heads of other departments get there so we can meet and greet. I'm going to need to get some coffee on my way down there...haven't had any in two days and I think I'm starting to get a headache.
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